TAR chapter 27 - proactive

-Horatio-

As soon as we get back up to our room, Xabien pulls the door closed behind us. He kisses me deeply and sweetly, his hands slipping up my shirt to caress my back gently. “Where you waiting patiently for me the whole time I was away?” He growls in my ear, and I squirm in his arms at the delighted tingle it sends down my spine.

“You know me- I don’t just wait around for others. No, I was being proactive as usual,” I purr, nipping at his earlobe. My mate breathes heavily in my ear, before kissing me into the wall, his arms either side of my head as he pins me there.

“Oh yeah? And just how were you being proactive?” He asks, tugging on my bottom lip with his teeth. Groaning into the kiss as he presses his leg between mine, the little amount of friction already makes me go crazy for his touch.

“Hmm, well, the first thing I did was immerse myself in your scent by wearing one of your shirts,” I whisper into his lips, grinding against his leg. “And then, I let myself remember our mating night, and I thought of all the things you’d do to me once you got back,” I say with a smirk as Xabien suddenly lowers his leg, pulling me flush against him so I can feel his own erection against mine.

“And finally, I touched myself, from both the front and the back, and pretended it was you,” I whisper, pulling Xabien’s hips into mine as I rub up against him. My mate’s needy, lust-filled breathing is already my new favourite sound, but I need to do a little more to really get him in the mood, make him crazy for me.

I mean, he kind of already is, in a sweet way, and I really love that. But I want him to want me physically too. And, I know he does, based on how hard he right now, but I don’t think it’s quite enough.

“Do you know what upset me the most?” I remove my tongue from his, watching as a glistening string of saliva breaks between us. “What was it?” He growls, sucking on my neck and leaving a trail of marks I’m sure he’ll find slightly embarrassing in the morning.

Looping my arms around his neck, I kiss his mating mark, before licking it slowly. I can tell he likes it, by the way he presses himself in to me more. “It was that once I opened my eyes, you weren’t there at all, and it was just me, along in our room, wearing your shirt and finger-fucking myself.”

Well, I think I pushed him over the edge just the right amount, based on the way Xabien wastes no time in picking me up, and practically tossing me on the bed. I land in a laughing mess, quickly trying to strip off my clothes as Xabien does the same, before slowly crawling up the bed to me.

“As much as I’d love to see that next time, I might actually go insane if we don’t make love right this instant,” he says with a breathy laugh, cupping my cheek and kissing me softly. “If that’s what you’d like, of course,” he whispers, and I pull him down for a deeper kiss.

“Hmm, that’ll have to be a yes from me, Xabi,” I laugh, peppering his face with kisses. My mate grins at me, before biting his lip. “I kind of…want to try something. Do you mind turning around?” He asks slowly, and I shrug.

“I’m up for anything, sure,” I say casually, like this isn’t only my second time having sex and I definitely know what he’s about to try. What he does, however, isn’t quite what I had expected.

Can’t say I hate it though, I think with a smirk as I feel Xabien’s tongue on my thighs, collecting all of my silky liquids on his tongue as he licks up, his hands gently rubbing circles into my thighs. “Tell me immediately if you don’t like it, ok?” Xabien asks, waiting for my confirmation before continuing.

When I smile and nod at him, Xabien grins, before kissing my butt gently. I giggle at the soft touch, before gasping as I feel something push inside me.

Oh. Fuck.

I squirm a little at the sudden intrusion, but let Xabien continue fucking me with his tongue when I find myself actually enjoying it. He pumps his tongue in and out, swirling across the threshold as I moan gently, my hands going up to steady myself against the wall as he pushes me further against the headboard.

I can feel myself getting more and more sensitive under his touch, until I feel like practically one touch to my dick would have me coming instantly. Is this because of the mate bond?

We haven’t done anything since we mated, and I’ve never asked anyone if the bond changes anything, but to be honest? I’m not entirely sure I care. I mean, I feel great, so what does it matter?

-Xabien-

So, I’ve decided that I definitely have a thing for Horatio’s ass. I mean, I have a thing for the entirety of him, but this is different. Somehow, the feeling of him, tight around me and moaning whilst I pleasure him - well, that’s a whole new kind of turn on.

I also discovered, that whatever part of me he’s being tight around- I like it. His silky wetness has a certain sweetness to it which makes my brain short circuit, and that combined with his sounds? Well, let’s just say I didn’t think I’d be enjoying it this much.

Rat moans again, and I pull my tongue out of him, grabbing his ass and spreading his cheeks to look at the mess I made of his puckering mound. He’s turned back to look at me, his eyes looking a little more lidded than usual, and his expression blissed-out as he breathes deeply; erratically.

I think it’s safe to say he’s enjoying himself.

Glancing back down at him, I circle my thumb around his hole, his liquids a little sticky on my fingers as I rub them together, the sight of his muscle twitching slightly whilst gaping at me is just so enticing that I have to practically rip my eyes up to meet my mate’s.

“I need to prepare you properly,” I manage to get out eventually, after getting lost in his eyes for a moment. Rat nods, although I can see that his legs are already trembling slightly, and his cock is looking almost painfully erect.

“Do you want to lie on your back?” I ask gently, kissing his cheek. He nods, shifting around until he’s flat on his back, his legs around my waist as I slowly stretch his walls with my fingers.

After a while, he announces that he’s ready, and I lean forward to peck his lips once before slowly easing myself inside his channels. Horatio breathes deeply whilst he gets used to the intrusion, his fingers lacing with mine like during our first time.

Him holding my hand will never fail to make me smile.

When he gives me a nod, I gently pull out, before pushing in again, starting off slowly like before, until Rat lets me know I can speed up. My mate growls lowly in my ear as I hit his prostate, and his lips kiss along my mating mark.

Leaving open-mouthed kisses up his neck, I moan as Rat twitches around me, squeezing me tightly as he orgasms, his head thrown back and a deep moan escaping his lips. I come shortly after him, and once again realise that I can’t actually pull out.

“Fuck, sorry sweetheart, I’ve knotted again,” I say in breathy exasperation, kissing his forehead. He only kisses my cheek gently, stroking along my jaw. “It’s fine, I don’t mind. Did you ever work out how long they stay for?”

I shake my head a little guiltily, repositioning us so that we can lie down; Horatio’s back to my chest as I drape my arm around his waist, stroking his stomach with my thumb affectionately.

“Sorry, I fell asleep too quickly last time. It’s still pretty early now though, so I doubt I’ll just pass out instantly, so I’ll keep track of the time. You’re welcome to sleep though,” I say softly, kissing the nape of his neck.

My mate hums, giving my hand a squeeze before shaking his head. “Nah, I think I’ll stay up. We can get in some more ‘getting to know each other’. I’m pretty sure we skipped a lot of things, small things, previously. Like, I don’t know much about your childhood - were you a perfect little prince?” He teases, and I huff indignantly, nuzzling his neck and scenting him.

He smells like himself, but also like me. And I love that. I really, really love that.